Where shall i begin?!
I've had my share of heartbreaks, and i had my shares of (lets just be nice and say...) "non-winners." But after all of the chaos, tissues, and endless nights of "lets party till i forget about him," I can't put my foot down and say, "I'm done with the bad boys!" The truth is, don't we all crave a little drama in our lives? But when is enough going to be enough?!
A couple years ago, my heart was torn into 2 pieces by a guy i could never see myself with. A guy i settled just to settle at that time. After he broke my heart, i was ready to gallivant, "the played" was set out to get even. But who would've known that trouble was right around the corner.
After arriving at a house party, the first person i saw was this cutie ive been eyeing for years. But either he had a gf or i had a bf, other than innocent flirting, nothing really ever happened. Another reason was he was known to be a player. He was the "i want my entree, with a bunch of sides" kinda guy. So with my new found confidence of "getting even from the other sex," i was ready to have some fun.
After weeks of flirting and dates, he confessed that he still had a gf of 5 years. But she was in Vegas for college. I started out trying to get even for us girls, yet ended up betraying one of us. He was so sincere, and I thought, "If he played all of these girls, yet after 5 years, he's still with her, and now he wants to break if off with her to be with me." I thought i was something special.
He ended up breaking my heart as well. The moral of my story is, well, maybe there is no moral of the story. People cheat, people change. He may have broken my heart, but till this day, he still sends me texts telling me "I hope fate brings us together in the end." Maybe they cheat, maybe they have a horrible past. But i think in this case, I won. Not because he still wants to be with me again, it's because of this one single man, I give up on chasing the bad boys.
Right now, I'm single, wearing my heart on my sleeve, and hoping a good boy comes along!
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